To Know Me is to Accept What I Cannot Change About Myself.
If you are one of those happy go lucky individuals that feels bright and sunshiny all the dayum time, then this post is perfect for you. It’s also perfect for you if you are like me, having 99 problems plus one.
Seriously, sometimes I feel as though I just want to walk around inside my head, throat punching all my idiotic notions, eradicating bad memories and harmful thoughts. Come to think of it, I can think of a few other brains I would like to show the same level of throat punching. I wouldn’t mind being able to split a part. There could literally be two of me! How cool would that be? My split-a-part could blaze a trail to the next obstacle that awaits me, then shoot me a text to warn me of impending situations. There is NOTHING WRONG with a decent heads up! Back in the day, while driving down the highway, it was a given to blink your headlights at the oncoming vehicles when you had just passed a highway patrolman. That was a universal sign for, “slow down Daytona!! There is a highway patrolman who’s gonna bust your butt, parked in a stretegic location a couple miles back!!”
How much better would our lives be if we could be informed of potential day to day garbage? My split-apart would leave 30 minutes ahead of me, while I am getting ready for the day. If my other self saw that I was gonna be walking into a head-butting situation, I could have the option to stay at home or follow a different path. I HATE CONFRONTATION!!!
For Pete’s sake!! Of course I would not want to know special tbings, like surprises, or anything that would be a positive, life affirming occurence. HECK NO!! I would simply want my split apart to help me forgo the negaitive baloney that seems to rain down on my salt and pepper head. That is NOT too much to ask. Ya’feel??
For all of you who are in that wonderul dream state of always happy, you need to hear this very important message: SOME OF US ARE NOT! A lot of us live bad dreams on a daily basis. There are days when the dreams are actually nightmares. Give us a break. Most of us know there are storms, calms, and calms before the storms. It doesn’t mean we can’t, or never, look at the bight side. It simply means, “For the next couple hours, or days, I am gonna wallow in this muck. When I am done, I will crawl out of the hole and be that sunshiny, happy chic that we both know I can be. I’ll boost your emotions and fill you to the brim with encouragemenr. That’s it. That’s all. Just sometimes, all we need is a simple, “I get that. I can see why you are who you are and it is ok.”
It IS okay!! We are ALL okay! We are simply okay at different times. That’s all. Peace out!